nothing important

Yesterday i stumbled apon another blog, "runs for cookies," and I LOVEE her. She is such an inspiration! Everyone should follow her blog, even if you're a skinny girl ;)

I found a gym buddy! My bestest friend Erin will be joining me! She is also very motivating and needs to make her own blog. 

I don't really have a lot to blog about tonight, maybe thats a good thing. Seems like my first few blogs were out of anger so maybe now that i dont have a lot to blog about i'm happy today! I was in a pretty good mood all day actually. Nice clients, no crabby panties today. I didn't sell any product at work though! (thats not a good thing if you didn't know.) And i also didn't do any color :( Doing more color was my goal for the month, so if you need you're hair colored/highlighted-come see me! Overall pretty good day and nothing to complain about :)

life lesson of the day: Happy people are better people
Things to do:drink more water, (again!) and sell more product and upsell more color.

this is going to be random

"I believe that happiest girls are the prettiest girls"
I feel like lately i have been getting really mad really easily and i need to stop! I feel like i've wasted too much time and energy on petty things. I've started to realize some things though, and maybe now i can stop stressing the small stuff!
Anywho, I'm getting married in 8 months...craaazzzyyyy. Time is flying and i should probably start doing some more planning...Just realized that. I don't know what to do next?! I need a free wedding planner, like full time wedding planner that doubles as a dishwasher and a clothes folder/pickerupper and a gym buddy for me. I NEED A GYM BUDDY! I need some more motivation to get up and do something! I actually want to, I just dont want to go alone. I wonder if there is a gym buddy profile, like match.com...only for gym buddies. Hmm...doubt it. Bummer.
Meh, anyways.
Life lesson of the day: don't get too worked up about the small stuff and you will look prettier.
things to do: blog more, find a personal free wedding planner, find a gym buddy and drink more water.

Told you this would be random.

staying positive

about a month ago i started what I call, a lifestyle change. No, not a diet. Diets dont work! I changed the way i ate, how much i ate and my attitude about my body, PERMANENTLY. Diets to me are only temporary.

About a year ago my lifestyle changed, and it wasnt a good change. I stopped playing softball and everything that came along with it-working out daily, pitching, etc and started beauty school. Basically i sat in a classroom for 7 hours a day for 18 weeks straight and ate chineese food from the mall every other day. not a good change. I gained quite a bit of weight and was very unhappy with myself. That so was not like me! i Loveeeeee working out and have always ate pretty well. My family always cooked good meals and we rarely ate out.

my pity party for myself lasted until about august and i really (thought i) decided i needed to "diet." Yea, that didnt work. lasted about a week.
December 1st i started to change my lifestyle. Its actually working. I eat half as much as i used to and don't snack in between meals. I'm also only weighing myself once a month. I felt when i would weigh myself i just get discouraged because i didnt lose 10lbs in 3 days and would give up.

so anyways, december went well! I weighed myself this morning and i was down 5lbs. Not too bad considering how hard it had been for me. I was actually pretty proud of myself because thats more than i have ever lost, and i certainly didnt gain! Next time i weigh in will be January 31st, Wish me luck!

I felt i needed a blog

Today i realized i also needed a blog. I have WAYYYY to much to say and not enough people to say it to. Of course i have clinton, but honestly....LOL!
I love my friends sooo much, and when someone does something to hurt them, it makes me very angry. I would just tell the people myself how angry i am, but i feel in this situation it is not my place. (i'm using my filter for once)
If you feel the need to hide something from somebody, you obviously know you are doing something, A. that is going to hurt someone, or B. something that you know is just wrong. 
I wish i could just publish that all over the world. It all just comes down to lying i think. Don't lie, its not cool. And don't hide things, its deceitful and a good way to lose people you love.
Oh well, anyways. This is the reason i needed a blog today. 


"I choose…to live by choice, not by chance. To make changes, not excuses. To be motivated, not manipulated. To be useful, not used. To excel, not compete. I choose self-esteem, not self pity. I choose to listen to my inner voice. Not the random opinion of others." -author unknown